\u201ePro\u010d?\u201c – (adverbia) pro jak\u00fd d\u016fvod nebo smysl; obl\u00edben\u00e9 d\u011btsk\u00e9 slovo<\/em><\/p>\n P\u016fvodn\u011b jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel, \u017ee <\/span>nap\u00ed\u0161u bajku<\/span>, kter<\/span>\u00e1<\/span> bude reflex\u00ed m\u00fdch my\u0161lenek a ka\u017ed\u00e9 zv\u00ed\u0159e bude jin\u00fdm n\u00e1zorem, ale pak jsem si \u0159ekl \u201esr\u00e1t na zv\u00ed\u0159ata\u201c. P<\/span>rezentuji v\u00e1m<\/span> aktu\u00e1ln\u00ed stav v m\u00e9 hlav\u011b, kdy\u017e m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee m\u00e1m \u0161patnou n\u00e1ladu, ale <\/span>vysloven\u011b<\/span> netrp\u00edm.<\/span><\/p>\n Hned zkraje bych cht\u011bl polo\u017eit ot\u00e1zku v\u00e1m: mysl\u00edte si, \u017ee je v pohod\u011b c\u00edtit se \u0161patn\u011b? Pokud jste odpov\u011bd\u011bli \u201eano,\u201c tak s v\u00e1mi sd\u00edl\u00edm n\u00e1zor a p\u0159id\u00e1m dopl\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed ot\u00e1zku \u201ePro\u010d ano?\u201c Ti z v\u00e1s, kte\u0159\u00ed si pomysleli \u201ene,\u201c tak si pros\u00edm p\u0159e\u010dt\u011bte m\u00e9 od\u016fvodn\u011bn\u00ed a m\u00e9 proto\u017ee. M\u00fdm c\u00edlem nen\u00ed v\u00e1m m\u011bnit n\u00e1zor. Chci v\u00e1m jen uk\u00e1zat rozd\u00edln\u00fd \u00fahel pohledu, kter\u00fd ani nemus\u00ed b\u00fdt spr\u00e1vn\u00fd. Jakou v\u0161ak m\u00e1te z\u00e1ruku, \u017ee zrovna ten, kter\u00fd m\u00e1te aktu\u00e1ln\u011b, spr\u00e1vn\u00fdm je? <\/span><\/p>\n Posledn\u00ed dva dny se nec\u00edt\u00edm dob\u0159e, <\/span>jsem v\u00edce podr\u00e1\u017ed\u011bn\u00fd, mra\u010d\u00edm se dokonce <\/span>i<\/span> na kytky v m\u00e9m okol\u00ed<\/span>. <\/span>V\u011b\u0159te mi, z<\/span>vl\u00e1dl jsem naj\u00edt spoustu vin\u00edk\u016f. Venku je zima, z\u00edtra je pond\u011bl\u00ed, bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed se zkou\u0161ka z matematiky, n\u011bco na m\u011b leze, c\u00edt\u00edm se s\u00e1m, <\/span>u\u017e si nepamatuji, kdy m\u011b nebolelo za krkem a tak d\u00e1le. M<\/span>ysl\u00edm, \u017ee bych zvl\u00e1dl napsat des\u00edtky dal\u0161\u00edch, <\/span>a\u010d tohle jsou probl\u00e9my, kter\u00e9 u\u017e jsem za\u017eil a v\u00edm, \u017ee p\u0159ejdou, \u017ee se s nimi vlastn\u011b tr\u00e1pit nemus\u00edm. <\/span>Z\u00e1rove\u0148<\/span> v\u00edm, \u017ee m\u00e1m skv\u011bl\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dy, d\u011bl\u00e1m v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 mi d\u00e1vaj\u00ed smysl, m\u00e1m skv\u011bl\u00e9 kon\u00ed\u010dky, zdravou rodinu, nem\u00e1m st\u0159evn\u00ed pot\u00ed\u017ee ani pohlavn\u011b p\u0159enosnou chorobu. <\/span>T\u00edm chci \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee se vlastn\u011b m\u00e1m skv\u011ble, ale\u2026 <\/span>Te\u010f je <\/span>pr\u00e1v\u011b ta<\/span> chv<\/span>\u00edle<\/span>, kdybych<\/span>om<\/span> se m\u011bl<\/span>i<\/span> za\u010d\u00edt pt\u00e1t s<\/span>ami<\/span> sebe \u201ePro\u010d jsem takov\u00e1 prud\u00e9rn\u00ed pipka?\u201c J\u00e1 bohu\u017eel rozumnou odpov\u011b\u010f st\u00e1le ne<\/span>zn\u00e1m<\/span>, ale dosavadn\u00ed zku\u0161enost m\u011b nau\u010dila, \u017ee m\u00e9 hlav\u011b je racionalita n\u011bkde u z<\/span>evn\u00edho<\/span> kruhov\u00e9ho sv\u011bra\u010de a prost\u011b n\u011bkdy mi na hovno bude. S t\u00edm mus\u00edm po\u010d\u00edtat a <\/span>je <\/span>jen na m<\/span>n<\/span>\u011b, jak s t\u00edm nalo\u017e\u00edm. <\/span>V\u011bt\u0161inou<\/span> se <\/span>sna\u017e\u00edm<\/span> vyh\u00fdbat <\/span>osobn\u00edmu<\/span> kontaktu s lidmi, abych na n\u011b nebyl zbyte\u010dn\u011b <\/span>zl\u00fd<\/span>, pokus\u00edm se d\u011blat nen\u00e1ro\u010dn\u00e9 \u010dinnosti, kter\u00e9 m\u011b odvedou my\u0161lenkov\u011b jinam a t\u0159eba se pokus\u00edm sportem vyplavit n\u011bjak\u00e9 ty hormony \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. Zlep\u0161\u00ed to n\u011bco? V\u011bt\u0161inou ne, ale rozhodn\u011b to <\/span>nic <\/span>nezhor\u0161\u00ed a neza\u010dnu se ut\u00e1p\u011bt v negativn\u00edch emoc\u00edch a hlavn\u011b nen<\/span>astoup\u00ed ta odporn\u00e1<\/span> sebel\u00edtost.<\/span> T<\/span>o<\/span> je to<\/span> to nejhor\u0161\u00ed, proto\u017ee pak skon\u010d\u00edte v za\u010darovan\u00e9m kruhu, z kter\u00e9ho v\u00e1s ani Brumb\u00e1l nedostane.<\/span><\/p>\n Te\u010f se douf\u00e1m pt\u00e1te \u201ePro\u010d by teda m\u011blo b\u00fdt v pohod\u011b se takhle c\u00edtit?\u201c Odpov\u011b\u010f je stra\u0161n\u011b jednoduch\u00e1. Jak byste si n\u011bkdy mohli v\u00e1\u017eit \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed a radosti, pokud byste neza\u017eili i tu bolest a tr\u00e1pen\u00ed. Je to \u010dern\u00e1 a b\u00edl\u00e1, voda a ohe\u0148, den a noc, Pat a Mat, dob\u0159e t<\/span>i dva<\/span> mo\u017en\u00e1 ne, ale ch\u00e1pete moji pointu. Kdyby byl st\u00e1le jen den, tak bychom nikdy neza\u017eili studenou noc. <\/span>V noci,<\/span> kdy vyl\u00e9zaj\u00ed pred\u00e1to\u0159i, <\/span>kte\u0159\u00ed usiluj\u00ed o na\u0161e \u017eivoty (trocha fantazie, pros\u00edm)<\/span>. Den by se pro n\u00e1s stal samoz\u0159ejmost\u00ed, kter\u00e9 bychom si u\u017e nev\u00e1\u017eili, <\/span>ani bychom nem\u011bli vlastn\u011b d\u016fvod<\/span>. A proto si bolest a tr\u00e1pen\u00ed u\u017e\u00edvejte, pokud to jen trochu jde, o to ta radost a vd\u011b\u010dnost bude v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed. <\/span>V\u00edm, \u017ee v\u017edy to nejde, ale co se n\u00e1m m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t hor\u0161\u00edho, ne\u017e um\u0159\u00edt?<\/span> Ne nadarmo se \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, \u017ee to co t\u011b nezabije, <\/span>to <\/span>t\u011b pos\u00edl\u00ed. <\/span>J\u00e1 si jdu ud\u011blat \u010daj a sp\u00e1t. A v\u00e1m? V\u00e1m p\u0159ej<\/span>i <\/span>ty spr\u00e1vn\u00e9 v\u011bci, kter\u00fdch si b<\/span>udete<\/span> v\u00e1\u017eit.<\/span><\/p>\n \u201eProto\u017ee\u201c – (konjunkce) pro d\u016fvod, kter\u00fd; \u010dast\u00fd za\u010d\u00e1tek odpov\u011bdi na obl\u00edben\u00e9 d\u011btsk\u00e9 slovo<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n Foto: Amm\u00e1n; 15\/12\/2019 – iPhone 7 Plus <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Hned zkraje bych cht\u011bl polo\u017eit ot\u00e1zku v\u00e1m: mysl\u00edte si, \u017ee je v pohod\u011b c\u00edtit se \u0161patn\u011b? Pokud jste odpov\u011bd\u011bli \u201eano,\u201c tak s v\u00e1mi sd\u00edl\u00edm n\u00e1zor a p\u0159id\u00e1m dopl\u0148uj\u00edc\u00ed ot\u00e1zku \u201ePro\u010d ano?\u201c Ti z v\u00e1s, kte\u0159\u00ed si pomysleli \u201ene,\u201c tak si pros\u00edm p\u0159e\u010dt\u011bte m\u00e9 od\u016fvodn\u011bn\u00ed a m\u00e9 proto\u017ee. M\u00fdm c\u00edlem nen\u00ed v\u00e1m m\u011bnit n\u00e1zor. Chci v\u00e1m jen uk\u00e1zat rozd\u00edln\u00fd \u00fahel pohledu, kter\u00fd ani nemus\u00ed b\u00fdt spr\u00e1vn\u00fd. Jakou v\u0161ak m\u00e1te z\u00e1ruku, \u017ee zrovna ten, kter\u00fd m\u00e1te aktu\u00e1ln\u011b, spr\u00e1vn\u00fdm je?
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